Set love free

my room mate asks me questions about love that i am unable to make her understand because experiences she may have not been through. Days after that, my former room mate tells me a sad love story that i suddenly jot down to create as a simple poem.It reminds me of someone as i fell in love again.

Love is blind, but it is patient & kind.
Love is not jealous, nor is it conceited,
Love is not boastful.

Love is painful but memorable,
Love hates the evil & only are happy with the truth;
Love can make u smile as well as does it makes u cry.

Love, it is so hard to find..
but once u get trap into Love..
u can never let go..
there it will be crawling & linger around ur life..

Love is beautiful
Love is altruistic
It is amazingly beautiful..but one thing for sure.. it pierce u deeply once u have to let it go..

Never can u imagine, u could fell in love again..
this time it is different..he is different..
it feels different..
sacrifices u made for him..teardrops u shed..
but he never know.. it kills u inside gradually

His egoism is so high,
it almost touches the sky;
and it kills u inside.
The sharpness of the blade hurt u piercingly,
he did it again unintentionally by making u cry.
it is hard to wake up from this stupid dream we have.
of all the things u have sacrifice to care & nourish him,
A gift of a sharp knife is the only present he could give to u.

u thought he is different,
but he is just a mirror of the devils whom did the same to u.

but dearest whom i cherish,
love is just patient & kind, it is not hateful nor it is boastful;
it is painful & stupid when we love,
but it is worth it, the sacrifice;
because at least we get to love,
at least we know now, how painful it is, we learn..to set love free.

(Dedicated to Elaine Teh, Lots of love from former room mate)