Amazing sisterly love

Days ago, a good friend of mine asks me whether i will be scare if my sister gets married or have a partner in her life. will i feel like i won't be able to get more love & attention like i used to have??

Truthfully, i do not have any clue of how to explain to her. i deeply know what she is going through as her sister is getting married soon. As days passed i begin to feel guilty, not only for her but for my sister as well... ...

AMAZING SISTERLY LOVE
sister, they told me is whom u pour out everything
sister, they told me is whom will take care of u through thick & thin..
sister, the one great amazing love that u can get from someone u have live the rest of ur life with.

sometimes u get angry..
sometimes u fear..
sometime u get jealous of her..

sometimes there is unfairness..
where God put u to test..
but yet i know deep inside.. i love her..

u are mean
sometimes nasty
sometimes immature
other times u make me laugh ..
but most of the time u make me angry..

yet i know deep inside..i love her..
cruel it is the world today..where demons & devils serparate us away..

do u remember once when we were young??
beneath green boughs which faded long ago..
we played hopscotch there by the field..
where we will get wounds & injuries that leave us scars that cannot be heal??
& mama will always look us wide in the eye & angry she will be to u & I..

do u remember once when we were young??
when old cassette tapes are still available??
& angels demons we never fear??
u are always the tall slim pretty while i will always stay chubby ..
i used to hate it that way sis..
i hate it when they compaare..
i hate it when i am jealous of u..
in terms of talent & looks..i am never gonna be like u..

yet as we grew older..
when we turn our heads & leave our souls there in Sandakan..
the place where we were once bred..nourish & cared..
missing mama everyday have always been a routine..
but i never thought i will miss u..
never thought i will change..& here it goes i truly love u..

yes dear sis.. people still compare until now when decades pass to form wrinkles in the eyes..
the way they look at you & i..
i know they are assuming..things they do not know deep inside..
where u are tall n i m short..
u look chinese while i m not..
u are fair & i m not..

that is all they know..
but we know deep inside..we are biological sisters at heart..
not just externally..
we share the same blood..
share the same name..
most of all..we share the same God same love^^

there i told the friend of mine..
"not at all i will get jealous or fear that i will lost thee attention or love from my beloved sister.. in fact, i feel extremely happy for her..that she found the one..i am not scare that i will lose her love.. i am more scare that she will get hurt because i love her.."

Love i told her.. is altruistic..
i love her & there will i be one day on the day she become an aide to her man witnessing her to begin a new partition of her life..
officially she will be leaving home to call another home her home..
but here mama & i will always be cheering & supporting internally..
happy tears we want to witness one day..not the tears of pain..

i put her needs above my needs because i love her..
once again i told my friend..
if we love them we have to set them free..
because it is an amazing sisterly love^^

(Dedicated to Janice Gimbad, from your biological sister & sister at heart)