All of a sudden, i realize something i never realize before. The scar in my eye. It had a been a year. it can't be seen but once you touch it.You will know it is there. i keep scratching it. Everytime it heals and harden on my skin... i scratch it once again... and once again it bleeds and bruised...i had been doing it the whole year disturbing it from healing itself.
Everytime it turns pinkish to heal...i will touch it...slowly scratch it... and the hardened skin took off once again and bleeds...sounds painful? yup...but i get used to it...
wow...it is just like how we live our lives right? what a good simple example... just like how you have hurt people around you...once you've hurt them...it will take a really long time to move on and be healed... one can never let go... i don't believe in letting go after what Dr Vijay said to me... memories will keep pulling you back...we have to give them time to heal...give them space to harden and took off by itself... just like how i have been scratching and disturbing my scar...i should have let it heal by itself long time ago...but i didn't .. i take a stupid step to keep bleeding it..in the end... it hurt me back...
give them time and space.. it may took months..even years... but be patient..because you love your skin...you love the people around you... let time and space cleanse away the ugly invisible scar.
Love,
Leigh Anne
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